i never notice what i've got until it's gone.

i liked jasper, but when we started going out i missed being able to hang out with my guy friends all the time, and be affectionate to them as well as my girl friends.
the way everything was last year just... fit. i don't know - i just guess i've been missing how it was - just the little things, like sending ridiculous emails in class, all the time, and hanging out, and god i miss everyone just trying to escape together - we all fit together so well, but everything just seemed to change at the end there.
it's like everything was so complicated, the only thing that made sense was 'us'.
i miss this;
















and this;

but i think we're getting it back now.

smt dance on friday; all of us together again :)